Mommy Me Time

This is me in 2010, you cant see the computer
but it was there in front of me I was about to blog on
the Queendom. ( Della LaShuan)

I sit here at my computer and cant help but feel pure joy. I haven't blogged since 2010 and have been wanting to start it up again forever but was to afraid of failing. Can I be honest for a moment without judgment? We all are afraid of something or another, and mine just happens to be people. I said lets me honest. I know that most of you that are reading this and know me, know that I don't usually care what people have to say or think, but the reality of it all is I am human. I do have feelings and I don't want people to disregard how I think and or feel.

I understand that people are just that, people. Sometimes we forget to turn our brains on and shut our damn mouths. Trust me I get it. I have always had that problem, but as I am getting older and maturing more I can understand how the words we say can cut like a knife. Once they come out there is no taking them back. In the last past year in a half, my family and friends have lost many we loved. We cant get them back but only remember the legacy that they have left. I want to be able to do the same.

If there is one thing that I want to do and can do, its touch someone, or help someone. I know that when I was going through it in my life the one thing that gave me hope honestly was encouragement through words I read. I am here to do what I have been so eager to do for the last past 4 years. Its mommy me time. This is one thing that I can do while taking care of my kids and house as a stay at home mom.

Granted I think I lost one of my kids and the house looks like a tornado went through, left and came back again. LOL. Just kidding. Seriously though what's stopping me from doing what I want? Only myself, because at the end of the day I hold the key to my future and everything that I aspire to do.

My question for you today is: What's stopping you from doing the thing/things you want to do?
My message: You have the first and the last say in what you do with your life. You can sit around wishing or you can take charge and start now. I know what I want and what I am going to do. So again here goes nothing or here goes everything. Its mommy me time.